The Little Voice in my Head

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Shivering hands with trembling toes

My best mate turns my filthiest foe

I am pulling away she is clinging close

Night’s a relief, day is, but an overdose

Pretending above to be all strong

Am wondering inside how all went wrong

I am distracting myself she’s pressing it more

I am safeguarding boundaries, she’s hitting the core

I am trying to give clear a view to the world

Yet dreams mine are hazy, my vision all blurred

I am letting it go, she’s making me hold

I am saving some warmth she’s making me cold.

It’s time to decide, what’s more of a need?

Is it necessary to grow? or necessary to feed?

I am confused and strong she’s clear and weak

I am madly confident she is wisely meek.

It’s funny how we think, it’s funny how we live,

Don’t I need to possess something before being able to give?

I am fighting it back, she’s putting down arms,

When my words go fruitless, even her silence does harm.

Then when I sit down on to calculate

Of all that has been done, all that is to evaluate-

Of getting clear of things about who’s more right than wrong,

To infer this harsh fact, it doesn’t take much long

It isn’t about being weak, or of who’s being more strong

Sometimes nobody is faulty, sometimes it’s just the situation at wrong…!

-Pearl

(Pallavi D. Patel)

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3 Comments

  1. Nicole 17th April 2019 at 9:14 pm

    The poem is Amazing. Coincidentally I find it connected to my life at many levels. Keep writing such wonderful poems and posts.

    I’ve been following your blog since last year, though this’ll be my first comment. Wishing you a wonderful journey ahead in your life. Adious Pallavi.

    1. Pallavi D. Patel 20th May 2019 at 11:16 am

      Thank you Nicole for your kind words! It is very sweet of you to take time out to comment. Gracious!😇

  2. Shree 8th July 2019 at 10:28 am

    Good one.

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